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 it has been a couple days since the first post and that day was so overwhelming for me. this semester i had the easiest registration time and everything was easy. it was supposed to be the easiest and everything from now on was supposed to be easy now, one more year until graduation and licensure. Its bee two weeks since the semester started and i already had to drop a religion class that i need to graduate because it conflicted with another. it wasn't supposed to happen it was supposed to be easy.  Do you ever feel like other people's lives are just easier? Or everything seems to work out for them? and maybe it doesn't they just make it seem like it. But i have this one girl that i lived with for two years and everything, i mean everything worked out for her. she didn't turn in paperwork in time and simply just did not get it done and she started clinical on time. Sometimes i think that my life is bumpy in this way because other people's are bumpy in other ways. b...

this is where i exhale.... Welcome to our cozy writing haven! This is really just for me to get my unwanted and overbearing thoughts out without carrying them with me forever and them taking up space! I feel that if I write and post about my life and feelings it was help me in the long run and realize it is okay to feel this way. Also, this is my way of complaining, venting, or just getting thoughts out to someone without looking for a solution. So recently, I was talking to my aunt, and she was talking about therapy and her life. She said that she got diagnosed with ADD and how it is different in girls. So, my mom looked at me, and we started talking about if I have it too, because what she was saying sounded like me. Now I'm back in school and I have always zoned out in class or got bored, didn't want to do my homework or miss parts of teaching, but recently I feel like I'm struggling with doing my work and focusing in class. I always get my homework done on time and it i...