it's been a while

 soooo it has been a while since i last posted on this.... i think maybe a week or so? 

But it was my birthday and my sisters since then and i've realized with my friends that i start it all i ma the one that gets us all together or the one that communicates for everyone. And i am just done with the drama, there is someone making up an issue in their own head and complaining how me and my roommate are doing blah blah blah, we arent by the way. I texted her to see if she wanted to come to a dinner for my birthday and she said yes and then complained to my other friend about it. She said " she just invited me to her birthday, but she hasn't texted me in a while so i don't think i should go." Like in what world does that make sense. And maybe i don't text you because you do things like that. 

Anyway this week is super busy, and can you guess it? I am not doing my work or study to type this! Yay!

No yay I need to do my work.

I am truly exhausted i think i could probably fall asleep typing this, but i have to study, and wash my hair, but whatever i need to be better i said i was going to do better. 

anyone who is reading this, which is probably no one, you HAVE to keep me accountable, PLEASE. I need it badly. 

what should i do? or what can i do? 

I never know how to end these....

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